I hate Lose!

~!@#$%..
I tell you,this is wat im feel and i wanna shout after the competition..
It was out of my expectation,no doubt i still the best, handsome, cool, most valuable player during the whole competition..but i lose, i lose to team work,why people can win us?
So stupid when i think back, why dont at the begining i tell my team member it wont work if them playing tat way...
I lose, i was totally fall into the deep big black hole, it suck me dry...i was lost my confidence
Immediately after the match, i pull out my jersey and throw it, i was naked with my pant still hanging on my lower body..
My targer is atleast SEMI-FINAL, not to only win one game during the contest!
Dont blame my teammate,dont blame my teammate...i try to convince myself but why?im the only player in the team who was outstanding perform!While my teammate was foul and foul against the opponent, free shot was given to the opponent, alot turnover by my teammate,i score 2 out of the 3 point we had,the match before i score 6 out of 10 we had...
Im only desparate to win! Not to be a loser in my life! Yet i am for only this time!

Rawang Trip- SIB organised

All the guys~no under 16

This is the youth members,im was acting hip hop at behind =]

Max look cool! he's sleeping with sunglass and mps!

me is no.9. Yu was taking a ball,MJ the orange shirt, Uncle Hock Siew was pointing us~like our coach nia

Alamak,duh..who take this when im not looking to the camera ><"

Thong M.J sleeping or praying to god?=)


Trip to rawang,where i spent 3days there and it took away half of my holidays i have.Most of the time was praying to god and telling bible story...
Ok la,not bad lo..know some friend,uncle aunties..
Play was only little part oso nvm la,atleast there are still 2 hour free time available...

Last, very sorry to Derick, coz i cannot attend his wedding,me start college d.
Wish him the best.=)

Go,go,keep going!

Soon,college will start again. During semester break,many happened.
Overall was good and mixed up with some worst.Mind was confuse and heart was closed.
I found difficult open heart,i cease my sense and listen to my soul. Wat people looking for in their life?

Back to real life,next month the 3 x 3 competition start,its my first time to participate as a coach. Damn worry will fail my 1st task or not,the competition is open to under 16,but my player was only 14 y old. It would be a tough task. On going,it is the 3rd week of my second last semester in college. Hope i can continue my college life leh,i dont want be adult so fast..>.<"

This is my class,we are a group of 30ppl! Lecturer was in between us!go find him!

Rite B4 Friday Trip

Write in before friday trip to predict about our trip.

Today thursday,somehow i didnt get prepare my swim wear and my carriage. Im thinking to get 1 long swim trunk,but it not available at the shop around,then how?i dont know....so i write this b4 friday,predict that i couldnt join the swim part lo.

Tomolo 8.30am bus i take from Kampar,reach KL about 10.30am...we still have 3 hour take lunch togather,chitchat,because long time i never meet them.}
Want to know more? Wait for me,i will b back to continue the post!

有野讲！

哈哈，第一次在部落格用华语写.
点解？好简单！我想喽，想就要去做，得个想几时会得米〔成功〕啦。
哇哇哇哇，成接近四个月没有更新我的部落格了，真怕有人不记得我的存在！！
我没时间啊，读书读书再不是就教打波，少少剩才是自己的。
现在脱难啦，我放假到处去聊，玩，旅游。刚刚安顺番而已，就要写写部落格。
最后要推荐你们一部戏，它叫家好月圆啊！
晤洗惊，英雄在大庭！Eng Hong走的快，一定有古怪！我扯啦！

PS：英雄 （ENG HONG〕是我! =)

Basketball seminar programe with Perak head coach,Fat Gor(Goh Cheng Huat)

Yes!! Finally finished the training programme of basketball.



First of all, i must thanks to Ming Gor effort to organise this programme for us to enhance my knowledge of basketball...



Next, to all the participants for their participation, most of us do a great job!



Last, but not least, we must thank to "Fat Gor", who teach us, coach us, and tell us about how to be a good trainer and both player! We really appreiate it alot!








Friday, 18th July 2008 5:30PM



First day of the seminar, that was one tiny kancil parking outside, suprisingly one man with a tall and muscular body shape stand out from the small tiny kancil. "OMG, how come, no way" this is what im think during that moment. (Haha, seriously last time my coach in pj also driving a kancil only. Are they restrict to only drive kancil?haha!)



So, he came early about 10minit, usually i only see him on the news but this time can see him in real. He was tall for his age, fit(he didnt seem have a"spare tyre"), and also quite handsome at his age.



Then we started the seminar, he gave us some handouts and briefly explain through and we have some pratical also on the strecthing :)



There was about 40+ppl sitting on the floor and sleep on the floor while doing strecthing, how funny that is..like we never sleep on the basketball court be4.



Next, Fat Gor briefly explain the handout...although the atmosphere was quite boring for some person, but i really feel interested with it. Until 9pm sumthing, we dismissed...many clap their hand, and say softly:"yes,finally its over." Haha.







Saturday, 19th July 2008 8.30am

Normally saturday will b my off day..

however, the seminar was 3 days long,so how?

Go lo,if not have to pay rm30 leh. Seminar start at 9am leh,wanna eat before go one...
Somehow that day i didnt take my breakfast and i can still training for 3 hours, wonder what drive me to do so..

Ok, this day was more interesting, Fat Gor start teach us about the fundamental of basketball, and teach us some drill for shooting, rebound and also fastbreak.
Once past by 12pm, we were so thankful for finally let us had 2 hour break in between the next training secsion.




Saturday, the same date 2.00pm

After finished eat and buying gift for a friend, we gonna back to train again.

This time Fat Gor teach us about the screen, passing, dribbling, pivot, and also boxout.

I was exhausted, so serious the training, once you cannot get the ball you will b punished and do push up.
Time was 6pm and we finally can back home, then those who have question stayed and ask Fat Gor. I am 1 of them. And yes that saturday trainee number drop to 30+ only..See?

Lol, that day was not ended like that, talk back the gift, that nite my friend want to give another friend a suprise, so that nite we gather togather and bring out the cake and gift while the birthday gal busy doing other stuff.. We play cream, lepak, and take photo and also play some card game(loser 2 have to finish one biscuit!that mean they will kiss each other in the end). Haha,now i know Bufulo and Wei Ming was so char and late respond, they are the 2loser.







Sunday, 20th July 2008 9.00am

Again, 9am again... Really can sleep a whole day after the tiring training, 2 days of standing all d time ma..

This time Fat Gor teach us something more advance, the defense and offense position, strategies and drill.


They are denial, triangle, and slide for defense positon. The drill is the shell drill.

Strategies use are zone 2-3 or 3-2 for half court. Fullcourt zone and man defense we have 2-2-1, 1-2-1-1, and lightning(mad dog).

Offense we have zone red, 5out, and yellow. If your oppenent are using man defense we can play away, flex and i think red also good enough. For junk defense we try use red to spit thier defense.

Inbound sideline we use square and wheel to make opponent defense overload.
Baseline inbound we have box ,zone and also line.




Thats all for the seminar, i was so lucky to be choosen to demonstrate the play. For me to be a manager of a team or coach, this help me more understand the drill and play.




Lastly,me at the right hand side..cheese!



Inconclude, this post is extreme boring,haha.

I know because it was so long and specific for non basketball player..just to show what happen that day and my feel.

Express a feeling,let them know what you feel is important.

Brfore start doing my long post blogging about the basketball, i would like to say more about others..
sometime for some people i really feel pity and depress of them..because they are great, too good personality, but yet they couldnt be togather with the one they like, normally they will leave you a sentence ''i know you are good and you treat me so nice, but the fact is i cannot b with you, b your girlfriend''..im not talking about myself, im looked into my friends, especially guy...wonder why some guy can change gf like stock exchange in the share market like that, dont they think about what they really want in their mind b4 that?
Me, myself had 2 x-gf and at this moment im still single..Thank you for togather with me, during the sweet memorable period, your forgiveness and patient was valueable for me..If you see this please dont feel that i trying to talk 'sweet' and feel ignore to this, you are deserve for this...Thats all...mayb i have mistake in my english post but there is 1 word in mandarin can represent what i wanted to express, XIE XIE

getting STRESS and PRESSURE

This picture is reminding me about the life i having during secondary,
not that i admire this Mr Jay, but the posture in the picture...
Would you like to have or share this kind of lifestyle wirh Me?
College life style in TAR College really not easy..
only 1 thing that is better that is i am not study in KL,otherwise now i really commited suicide d..
Assignment gonna pass up week after week,
mid term test also queve up waiting day after day,
lucky i didnt do much tutorial homework,haha..
aiz, sometime its good for being lazy at home to play to stay also ma..=)


Its been a long time i ever post again, it was like 3week i think...not so long but not so short also,i know..=)
Now is the 8th week of my semester and they are still 6week in future, wonder to get some short holiday during the sem, who can advise or tell me what event or trip to go?
And for my good fren and at the same time our class representative(me is vice class representative also =P) Mr Mun Ka Yen, he just came back from Thailand, how nice!! BTW, where is my savourneir, Mr Mun?!

This is the Pangkok trip where last semester we spend our holiday there..
(This is the little Ka Yen, and Me)

Last, have to stop here soon...
Thanks for the friends who support me much, atleast i wouldnt feel any lonely and hopeless in my study..=)


Especially this Kelly Ping Xiu Jie, she chat with me,
phone me,
call me,
praise me,
zat me,
i really do Appreciate.. (,") thank you~ (",)
She had a far mature mind set than a Form 4 student who i know ever(except me,haha), dont underestimate her!
Haha, she will suprise you and kill you in one shot silent!

And Mun Jun, i really feel sorry for the uncorperate from me because not going back to reunion with the gang...
Your brother me was too busy to do with the assignment and also the coming test..
Dont choke me when i back,ok..haha

Ps: Dont ever think that im am outdated because of didnt update my blog,i still keep an eye even i do less post and friendster! lol!

Eventually,i had converted my FAT32 computer harddisk system into NTFS harddisk system.
Wo,thats mean finally i can do file sharing by my pc already,haha..last time actually until now i also an IT sux person,so i feel damn geng already coz i can put my command and converted myself without any helping hand from other.

So,now i in the last day of the 4th week of my semester 1 in my college...starting next monday will be my 5th week d,so fast leh...it was just like yesterday memorise,from the 1stday i reach to skol,and now i bcome the senior and 1 year older...haha,but still good enuf becoz i born on November,so now i still consider as 18 and a half years old^^,lebih kurang to 18 la,not so bad,haha..

Recently i changed alot,friends dont ask me why...during presentation,i was no nervous at all,not like b4. Even u call me do impromtu speech also, i can handle well...start to read Eng Newspaper,speak more in Eng than b4, sleep late at nite, activity get more, alwayz invite by sales person call me to join them also..many many etc..But 1thing remain constant was my coursework mark,why almost all remain the same old 20% mark only,it is very hard for us to score in final exam 1...so stress is also growing much more heavy on me..

After this post i dont know when i will blog again,mayb very longtime only blog once,next friday i have an individual presentation and the next week have test..haiz,if life dont have exam,how good it will be,haha..

In conclude,wish i could do more improve in my eng,becoz i found it really important in doing business..so my sincere friends, pls really think about ur future and dont chin chai chin chai anymore,then ur life will be so chinchai until u 1 day u regret also useless..last,wish munjun have a good presentation also this week,haha(his eng is even worst than me)..

From left to right

(Munjun, Tony, ZhenYu)
3 like guan yi gor only,red face after summer splash event

In the End by Linkin Park(after correction)

A nice song per day,keep stress and sadness away~
feeling bad after chating with fren...so just come out with this song la,now is 12.27am and 14th of June
Wish us have a more peace and love life,eventhough some time life isnt good at all....

This song was in my music media player,and down is the lyrics,1 of the only 7english song in my list...listen and see to the lyrics,use alot my effort to paste it out and edit de


It starts with
One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down till the end of the day
Clock ticks life away
Its so unreal
You didnt look out below,
Watch the time go right out the window
Tryn to hold on
Didnt even know, I wasted it all
Just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What its meant to be
Will, eventually be,
A memory of a time,
When I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...
I had to fall, to loose it all...
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...

One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself
How I tried so hard...
Dispite the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
Im surprised it got so far
Things arent the way they were before
You wouldnt even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end...

You kept everything inside
And even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to be, will
Eventually, be a memory of a time
When I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to loose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter

Ive put my trust in you
Pushed as far, as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know

Ive put my trust, in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know...
I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to loose it all,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter

make correction edi,sorry sorry

Hero by Enrique Iglesias

Would you dance
if I asked you to dance?
Would you run
and never look back?
Would you cry
if you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble
if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die
for the one you loved?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear
that you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
would you run and hide?
A mind in too deep
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
A mind in too deep
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero

Roxy Summer Splash

Last saturday,promise someone to go for this "Roxy Summer Splash" event...

So,i was going eventhough i have to take the most early bus back to KL and then change transport to LRT only i can meet with them..btw inside the LRT i saw many teenager,and they are so many,i know they will going for this event too,that time i regret d,haha..but then,i predict that event will full of ppl especially hot girl also,haha...for this reason,i think most of the guy also will go,isnt it?

Wow,reach there i cannot guess how many ppl are there,and becoz we are so near to the entrance,we dont line up also,i think that time we are the first 1000 ppl who enter.Aiz,but so sui(unfortune) becoz of munjun(he keep let other ppl go in 1st),we have to wait for him,then there was no roxy goodies anymore!geram that time,we are the 1st 1000 ppl but cannot get the damn it roxy goods,u know how much the beg worth for? It was like rm120++!! the slipper rm89 plus the plastic beg rm19 and other stuff togather was atleast rm120++!

The previous is not the important part,the most important part was the ppl keep pushing from behind,and u know..the guy rite,they have their itchy hand,and they touch MY Girls! I was like stunned,also becoz at same time a girl was sexual harras me,omg i sweating that time=.="..I know what i hate the most,i hate those ppl take advantages when the situation is like this,so i called them to follow tight...it is useless i know,so wat to do?if i catch that felo,i will definetly give him a PUNCH...Oh My lord,Jesus,pls forgive me...so for the girl who touched me,i will give her my number and give her some consultant,haha...but i didnt do that

That day we go in was 12noon,and we went back was 3.30pm,aiz who know there was a fighting at the entrance and it make us out of there 2hour later,which mean like 5.30pm baru we escape from sunway.

Having dinner in kim gary after roxy,they ask me to act sexy=_=
(stole from kelly talkative)

Staying in uncle jack house

That was on the may 31,try to call back that nite memories to complete this blog..
Eng hong,munjun,zhen yu,my brothers and greatest fren in my life plus max,kok hoong,with meitin,meiwan,kelly,peh wen,shu zhen was reach to uncle jack house at 6something..so after i look around inside uncle jack house,v eat steam bot..wow it was delicious!then after that was alpha youth program,then v go mamak and eat again..haha,so happy peh wen said that my eyes like tony leung,can shock some 1,haha,1st time u know.
After that we go back and take photo,cant imagine v take this process 2hour++

munjun smoking post,i was like posting v upside down=.=

uncle jack want us 2 have this post also

this is all of us,full attendence,haha

tony,zy & mj...legend 3 brother











blur,this stole from meitin de..

this shu zhen & me
(both black chocolate)^^

tis actually uj kitchen's door

at last,tis is mei wan and me
(i dark like malay)

1st blog done by Mi

Hi,for those who viewing my profile...like wat other blogger do when they blogged their first blog,i nervous...wat should i do,which photo is the best,what to taip here,bla bla bla...i dont care,this is my blog i just put my favour picture,this is my blog i can write it down wat i want...haha,so at last i did this,1st ever blog i create my own,im not an english educated ppl,but trying to blog in english,try my best..=)
I am 18this year,no longer an teenager,or maybe perhap a young adult,from a low income family,chinese...watelse,i dont know.I hope that u will get to know me better by view to my blog,so put this blogpage title'Tony Life Journey'.Life is sumthing like a cycle,some time it will up,sometime u will feel down,jus like the sun...sometime sunset is not end of a day,it maybe the start of a new day at the other side of this earth,its actually rise again in the other country,but where is it,u wont know..so try ur best to enjoy every moment in ur life!Rock and roll!May god bless u=)