I hate Lose!

~!@#$%..
I tell you,this is wat im feel and i wanna shout after the competition..
It was out of my expectation,no doubt i still the best, handsome, cool, most valuable player during the whole competition..but i lose, i lose to team work,why people can win us?
So stupid when i think back, why dont at the begining i tell my team member it wont work if them playing tat way...
I lose, i was totally fall into the deep big black hole, it suck me dry...i was lost my confidence
Immediately after the match, i pull out my jersey and throw it, i was naked with my pant still hanging on my lower body..
My targer is atleast SEMI-FINAL, not to only win one game during the contest!
Dont blame my teammate,dont blame my teammate...i try to convince myself but why?im the only player in the team who was outstanding perform!While my teammate was foul and foul against the opponent, free shot was given to the opponent, alot turnover by my teammate,i score 2 out of the 3 point we had,the match before i score 6 out of 10 we had...
Im only desparate to win! Not to be a loser in my life! Yet i am for only this time!

Rawang Trip- SIB organised

All the guys~no under 16

This is the youth members,im was acting hip hop at behind =]

Max look cool! he's sleeping with sunglass and mps!

me is no.9. Yu was taking a ball,MJ the orange shirt, Uncle Hock Siew was pointing us~like our coach nia

Alamak,duh..who take this when im not looking to the camera ><"

Thong M.J sleeping or praying to god?=)


Trip to rawang,where i spent 3days there and it took away half of my holidays i have.Most of the time was praying to god and telling bible story...
Ok la,not bad lo..know some friend,uncle aunties..
Play was only little part oso nvm la,atleast there are still 2 hour free time available...

Last, very sorry to Derick, coz i cannot attend his wedding,me start college d.
Wish him the best.=)

Go,go,keep going!

Soon,college will start again. During semester break,many happened.
Overall was good and mixed up with some worst.Mind was confuse and heart was closed.
I found difficult open heart,i cease my sense and listen to my soul. Wat people looking for in their life?

Back to real life,next month the 3 x 3 competition start,its my first time to participate as a coach. Damn worry will fail my 1st task or not,the competition is open to under 16,but my player was only 14 y old. It would be a tough task. On going,it is the 3rd week of my second last semester in college. Hope i can continue my college life leh,i dont want be adult so fast..>.<"

This is my class,we are a group of 30ppl! Lecturer was in between us!go find him!